Kalimat Anghami
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Devil himself

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Once I was broken I made sure this doesn't happen again

So went and found my own place caved up in a shell

Things were good life was good It was treating me well

Until I met you and things started going to hell

I started going to hell met the devil himself

Things went so fast didn't have the time to second guess 

Found me a mirror so I found a way to stop and reflect 

Realized its been a while since I looked at myself

People ask me all the time how you smile when you breaking

I say its been a while so I just got used to the faking

I want it to stop I'm tired of waiting

You never understand and I'm tired of translating 

Got rid of my heart now I'm sure you can't break it

Studied every mistake to be sure I won't make it

That's my problem you see I want everything so perfect 

And nothing really is that's why I'm always so nervous 

Is this really worth it? Baby tell me so

These questions on my mind yeah they devastate my soul

Always wasting time on things I can't control

Like my thoughts or the time or the weather or my mind look

I can't keep going back 

Keep falling into your trap

I'm letting go of the past

I feel you're slipping away

So I will force you to stay

Until I feel okay

Do you know what it's like when you push feelings aside

No one really knows what's really going inside 

And it hurts me just to show that you are on my mind

And it kills me although it makes me feel so alive

Can't keep thinking should start drinking 

Take another sip make me feel like I'm living 

Take me on a trip I wanna start trippin 

Take another pill and reality becomes fiction 

You're reminding me of something I'm wishing to forget 

Wish I could find the words would've told you how I felt

Always in a fight my opponent is myself

And it feels like I'm losing but I gotta black belt

My ego is my weakness got a lot of secrets 

Can't tell you nun cause you can't really keep it

We can start to run but reality will beat us

That's why we should stop and let the world deceit us 

I can't keep going back 

Keep falling into your trap

I'm letting go of the past

I feel you're slipping away

So I will force you to stay

Until I feel okay