Ego

If you took off your ego
You would realize that
I have been your reflection
For way too long

I came before you
But that didn't bother
Just you saying that
You'd give me up for another
Made me feel so stupid
For all the times you were wrong
And I corrected myself instead

I held you so dear to me
But you still held me dead
I feel more blue than your cold
You say I never comprehend
But I know that we are alike
Though I never meant our dark side

I never bothered to explain
And you never bothered to read
Between the lines I write
You'd have to be a genius
To be able to read my mind
The mind I carry so heavily
Between so many shoulders
Too tired of giving them up
For people who don't give a f*ck

I held you so dear to me
But you still held me dead
I feel more blue than your cold
You say I never comprehend
But I know that we are alike
Though I never meant our dark side

I can no longer make peace with you
When all you do is leave me in pieces
You should've never came closer
You knew the consequences
And blamed me
For ever having feelings
I swallowed them with my pride
You tell me the blood is on my hands
After you murder me a thousand times

I held you so dear to me
But you still held me dead
I feel more blue than your cold
You say I never comprehend
But I know that we are alike
Though I never meant our dark side