Castle

Why does it feel
Like I am coloring books
For a blind?
I swallow my fear
And I pull you back near
But you still leave me behind

Every time I show you care
You shut your doors locked
Throw the keys for me to find
I look under the table
The one you always turn
But your keys are too rusty
This time they broke inside
 
I'll color my castle black
Since that's the only color you know
Just not to find you there
But more to let you go

Stay in your castle of sorrow
And I'll stay in mine
I'll grief your loss
Like I should've a long time ago
And pray your face leaves my mind

I'll color my castle black
Since that's the only color you know
Just not to find you there
But more to let you go

Why does it feel
Like I am coloring books
For a blind?